Monday, December 20, 2010

At home....

It so good to be at home again...

I can only come back to my place every December and I love this month. I can't explain how was the feeling started as I stepped again in our home. And I don't even how it will end, I pray it will not end anymore, but they like a story, it always have an ending, and I want to be a happy moment.

The moment I opened the door, it was very heart jumpy. I saw my grandma sleeping on the floor waiting for me. When I woke her up, I hugged her a lot, I wanted to cry but I stopped it because I don't want to make the situation very emotional because I know, she will cry as well. I missed her so much.

Even I was still in Davao, my heart was already telling me to go home. And I love the feeling and it was fulfilling when I hold the money for my fare because I know I can go already any time soon. And as went into the bus and it drove on,wow... I can't stop imagining of being at home already.

I love Christmas break, holidays! I hope it's always Christmas day so that I could have always the time of spending it to my family. It's enough to have them, but it's a great feeling if I will have them endlessly.

Merry Christmas GUYS! I pray for a prosperous NEW YEAR! Happy Holidays to everyone.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

CHRISTMAS IS NEAR....


Wow...time is so near to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ then a new year to welcome and celebrate. Time is too fast to realize that it is just days to go before the big day is on. I can't believe that I'll be spending another more year of life which is really good to know because, maybe anytime I could spend my life in just a few seconds but I pray that I'll stay until I finished and proved something in this world how I was worth to be gifted with 'LIFE'.

It's good to know that I'll be going home again in my old place, which definitely I missed a lot. I'm so excited to see again my friends, especially my family. What a great feeling. Refreshing air again. Definitely, it helps me a lot.

Christmas time is near. I believe that everyday is Christmas. Why? because love is in the air, even not exactly on December 25. Love is with everybody that shows Happiness even in times of pains and sorrows.

I love the way how I celebrate this very special day. It's because I'm with the persons I love and need the most. I realized that I exactly don't need anything. Clothes and shoes makes me happy for a moment, but the love of those people around can't compare and even countless to what they could make me feel. Feels so brand new.

It's always about LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. And I'm happy I'm always in Love.

But..

Not to forget, it's also about being grateful in all the countless blessings we have received. That's why "THANK YOU" because I'm here in this world, Thank you because I am not alone, Thank you because I'm with you. Thank you so much!]

Merry Christmas to all.

I pray that this holidays, let's give continuous love to each other and extend or hearts to others so that they could feel much more the essence of what really Christmas is all about.

I love you all. Happy Holidays!

Friday, December 3, 2010

Green Project Reflection

“Green Project”. This phrase would really catch the attention of every reader. Thus, from the words itself, Green Project speaks for a friendly environment project.
At first, I haven’t yet get the taught of the title “Green Project”, because some questions pop-out in my mind, like “What is this all about?” and “What is this article for?” Later, as I have read the content of the article, it became clearer to me why it is called “Green Project”.
What is “Green Project” all about? This informs and make aware every individual, reader and most importantly is those business people, concerning projects that could help the environment and lessen the natural problems of today’s conditions.
What is this article for? For me, this article has an advocacy that invites everyone to promote and take in action “Green Projects”. Mainly target is the business industries because they are more encourage to do so projects that will lessen to destruct our mother earth, specifically, pollution and improper management of wastes.
Project management of this kind of project would largely help the environment if pursued, maintained, and be given importance. This will definitely help to reduce pollution, thereby, it will clean the air, and, if more projects are made for reducing dependency electricity and gas, it would help to eliminate hazardous chemicals and perhaps in the future would help to return back the nature of the ozone layer, and creates no heat weather anymore or the unconditional and very unexpected climate change, especially here in the Philippines.
As mentioned in the article, in Ontario Canada, reported by Tyler Hamilton, June 19 2009 edition of Toronto Star, a Solar farm project is planned to be develop, this falls as a “green” project hence it reduces dependency on electricity generated by plants that use fossil fuels. This is a good business, it attracts solar companies, thus, it could earn big profit and at the same time, it will help reduce hazardous elements and avoids big percentage of inadequate pollution.
I came to realization that, this kind project management should be given more attention. And shall be given more time to take into reality because this could help our environment to glow again, and bring back the life of earth. Why not make AI’s that works best for the good of the environment, it could be reducing of or enhancing of.
Further, “green” projects will lift the business people to earn higher profit likewise, synchronized aid to our environment. Plus, everyone is in the position to propose project management in all times or even state a comment to what maybe green projects are needed that could possible in the future would be an immense solution of today’s problems regarding with environment matters. For instance, I know an advertisement of a product, is a paint, not to mention the brand, it helps to lessen the air pollution. The paint has a substance that collects the hazardous elements, and likely-sticks to the paint and converts it to a non-hazardous one.

Friday, November 26, 2010

SO GRATEFUL COPY...

They say that you have to be grateful always to HIM, even the simple and small things HE did for you. I am grateful. Even in the hardest times, I could say "thank you" because I have learned something that thought me.

But, I am grateful a lot in some other way, that really makes me happy and special.

I am happy that GOD gave him to me... I am happy for him 'coz he passed the board exam, yet I could really say I am happy because he gives time to me. Right after his exam, he just came here in Davao to spend time with me. Definitely sweet.

I could not ask for more. Spending a lot of time with him is still not enough for me. I pray to be with him forever. Always and Forever.

I am grateful I have him. I am: because I love him the way as much he loves me too.

A simple diary to open up my feelings for this day. How I wish, I could travel time always to spend the my time with him as what he does to me.

I am grateful enough and it makes my heart beat with a rhythm full of happiness and love.

I LOVE YOU...

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Learnings and Experiences....


We've just finished our major field trip this October 4 until October 8, 2010.
It's all about company visits related to our course which is IT and CS and a part of it is the national seminar which was held in UP.

The educational trip didn't bored us because we had as well what we call "side-trip" and it's part our itinerary, therefore it's part our time tour.

It was "SULIT". Because the companies we visited was majority helped and inspired us with our future careers. And definitely, other stuffs I really enjoyed. That was going to tagaytay, divisoria, enchanted kingdom and Luneta park. I hoped I spend longer time in Manila, or maybe say in Luzon. hehe

I really love the experience. Take once in a lifetime yet it remains forever and be reminisced anytime I want to flash back all that happens then.

I supposed I didn't regret of the expense I was thinking all night and day, "DUH, WALA YUN! ECHOS! haha. KULANG PA NGA EH. HAHAHAHAHHA " Snap me. Coz my feelings stays the same. I love FTS subject.

Sarap ulitin ,but I guess, for pasyal-pasyal nalang. haha., Di ah, everything is worth to be cherished. The UP CS students who are inspiration. Definitely.

Have to pause in here...My time is running out na..ajujuju...parang diary lang.haha

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

VERY LATE!

THE INTERPERSONAL SKILL....


So bad to post something about our Interpersonal Skill. It was already months ago, and our major field had just been accomplished, anyway.

I found that the event was very successful because I asked my classmates and other CS and IT students how they feel towards the event, all of them said that they had fun especially during the afternoon session when we had a team building activity with some cheers for our group. I remember our group was named Purple friendly dinosaur. That was fun.

It turned out to be a past time by everybody but definitely with learnings, experience, and unforgettable moments. Studies are set aside muna because the event is one of the highlight of our FTS subject. This is the start of mingling and winding the knot of evening and day of all IT and CS students.

I really intended this to blog late, because I've been observing regarding with the relationship of IC day and evening students. And so glad that it just started during the Interpersonal Skill event, it was supposedly a small talk, but it turned out to be a big bang to everybody in IC. New friends, new relationship, and new moments to cherish forever.

As an officer, it is definitely a fulfillment for me that I maybe not the head of the members or officers, but I believe that I gave an effort just to made the event end peacefully and successful.

From the very beginning until the end.

"Cut the differences, Wind up the know, Meet and Gain New Friends!"
So happy and proud to say that this theme came from me... And I love my position.

Friday, September 3, 2010

My purpose in Life...

What is my Purpose in Life?

This question sounds like one of the questions being asked in the Ms. Universe pageant that isn’t easy to answer promptly. I remember last August 24, 2010, 4th runner up Ms. Venus Raj made a big clamor in the world because of her answer from the question, not the exact words just the thought of it, is, and “What is your greatest mistake in life? And what did you do to make it up to it?” Definitely, it’s hard to answer because it is a personal question. Even the respective persons at the highest positions haven’t answered it right away. It needs time to think.

Last Saturday, August 28, 2010. We had an activity under the subject of Technopreneurship, listing what I love, where I am best at, and what are my irritations. I answered:

(These aren’t all the things I listed in the paper. On what I only remember.)

What I love?
1. Photoshop (Editing Pictures, Making Designs, etc.,)
2. Arts (dancing, acting, drawing/sketching, etc.,)
3. God
4. Family
5. Bes
6. Friends
7. Laughing (funny moments)
8. Computers
9. Person with sense of humor
10. Reading books (specifically, comics)

What I am Best At?
11. Photoshop (Editing Pictures, Making Designs, etc.,)
12. Arts (dancing, acting, drawing/sketching, etc.,)
13. Household choirs
14. Smart Talking (partly)

What are my Irritations?
15. Narrow-minded person
16. Non-sense people
17. Underestimating person
18. Discriminating person
19. Insensitive person

Then, the next is to list our roles in the family, community, school, and in the world.

Roles in the Family:
1. Breed-winner
2. Household choir assistant (right-hand)
3. Pail of anger
4. Follower
School:
5. Listener
6. Leader
7. Follower
8. Cheater (Sometimes, when needed)
9. Student
10. Beggar (of paper…haha)
Community:
11. Rule-breaker (sometimes)
12. Rule- follower (sometimes)
13. Noise polluter (sometimes)
14. Pollution contributor (sometimes)
15. Good role model of youth (sometimes)
16. Appreciator of sceneries
World:
17. Global-warming contributor (sometimes)
18. Pollution contributor (sometimes)
19. Follower
20. Appreciator of scenery

And after, we were asked by our professor, “What do you feel that I have taken away your roles in life?” Some of us feel happy because, the negative insights were gone, as well as the feeling of being sad and empty, because it seems we’re like just statues, we’re useless already. We don’t’ have any part in the society since our roles in life are taken away. I wasn’t asked, but if I was. The same way as they feel, I will fell happy because I will not be anymore the pail of anger in our family. Yet, I would really feel sad and bad because I have nothing to do in this world. Sometimes it’s tedious to go to school or do the household choirs. But, it has more dull moment, if I don’t do anything. It’s weakening my body. I don’t have any reason of living if I don’t have even little responsibilities to take in all of those aspects?

Those questions of our activity were a help for me to take the time to think over what is my purpose in life.

My purpose in life…

This comes into three distinct forms, Personally, Family, and Society/World.

My purpose in life, personally…
1. To be successful in life, like running my own business – Because it’s better that aside from working part-time, I as well earn income from my own business, and I also like running a small selling through my own initiates.
2. To pursue what I love, like theater arts – Because I promised to myself that I will pursue it after college and if I have enough money to provide myself.
3. To build my own house, with a mini gym, mini library, entertainment room, mini art room, garden, play ground and studio – Because someday, I want to live the life I don’t have at present. Those stuffs I mentioned are those I want to see always, that’s why I decided to have it in my future house.
4. To learn photography (taking up photos well) – because I’m very much interested with this activity. I like taking up photos and I’m eager to learn.
5. To enhance better my skills in Photoshop – Because I want to level up myself to Americans who are really great, it’s like this is just their past time, not a big deal at all. Unlike me, I still have to study tutorials online. But, I don’t take it two in a rush, let’s start from rugs.
6. To be an animator maker- Because I want to work abroad and prove myself that I can do what those professionals can do.
7. To be part of animation dubbing- Because I want to hear my voice being used in an animation
8. To create my own book – I really love to write my own book someday, about life, love, family, and friends.
9. To publish a comic book – I’d love also to publish my own comic book; looking at the drawings certainly came from the art of my hands.
10. To learn all the different languages in the world- Because I also want to be an interpreter. And it will be easy for me to communicate if I go to other places that don’t speak much of English.
11. To learn how to paint – Ever since I want to achieve master piece painting. I want to learn the strokes of paints.
12. To travel and visit all the sceneries and beautiful spots in the Philippines and the whole world- Because, I want that before I die, I will see and witness all of the great creations of God.
13. To learn to drive a car- Because I want to be a car racer.
14. To become a DJ jockey or VJ host – One of my dreams, praying to happen soon.
15. To become an astronomer- Because when I was a child I want to see the outer space. Even now, I want to see closer the stars, and even the planets, moon or the sun, perhaps.
16. To study all and different kinds of constellations together the myths and meaning behind of it.
17. To perform in the Cultural Center of the Philippines – I want to perform folk dances of the Philippines. I want to voice the culture of the Philippines to be treasured and not be forgotten.
18. To go all the places of Europe especially Paris in France- Because it’s my dream place to visit above all.
19. To see the all and different kinds underwater creatures – It’s an adventure.
20. To experience extreme sports and adventures like air jumping coming from the helicopter, or jump coming from the top of the falls, mountain climbing and go the Mt. Apo, if possible, water crafting.
21. To play with animals like teaching tricks to the dolphins.
22. To be part of dancers dancing in the different Festival of the Philippines – I had the chance to dance in the Kadayawan Festival here in Davao, but I prefer my studies over it, that’s why I decided not to continue joining the dance troupe.
23. To become a radio anchor (I hope I had a beautiful voice) – Because I’m interested and inspired as I listen over the radio.
24. To become famous because I have invented and discover something – because I want to be part of the Guinness Book of World Record.
25. To live my life to the fullest, happily and contented- because I want to reminisce my life with smile in my face and thinking of no doubts.
26. To meet and gain more friends – I want to explore my life having new relationship with other people.
27. To extend a hand to my friends when in need of help – I’d love to help and listen to problems, because it’s the only help I can give when times of sorrow.
28. To have my own charity – I have set my mind already to help others.
29. To become rich- Because if I earn big money, I will surely make all most of those things I have mentioned.

Those are my purposes in life, personally. Maybe, those are just few of the many, because I can’t think anymore of others. But I know, I still have bunch of reasons of living. Why I am here in this world? What’s my role in life? And what are the things I can do for myself, for others and for the majority.

My purpose in life for my current family…
1. To help and give them someday a sweet life. Like building them their own mansion or haciendas.
2. To provide them tender love and care even it isn’t appreciated.
3. To give in return to them what they gave me since I was born in this world.
My purpose in life to my future family…
1. To provide my future husband and children a sweet life.
2. To provide them with tender love and care, appreciation, acceptance, and understanding that I feel like I didn’t have.
3. To give them a shelter of a true, complete and happy family.
4. To build them a beautiful house with garden and play ground so my kids could play around.
5. To have two or four children, because I don’t want to feel my child alone and don’t have any one to count on, like me.
6. To give my children what they want. Because I want to give them the pleasure of life I haven’t experience at all.
7. To support my children on what they want in life. Because I want them to feel that they don’t’ have to hesitate on pursuing their talents for instance.

My purpose in life to the society…
1. I want to help those street people. I’ll look for an organization that could provide their needs like food, clothing, and shelter.
2. I want to have my own charity- I want to help those children who have cancers. Because my mother died with cancer and I haven’t had the chance to spend more time with her. I want that the mothers of those little kids becomes more calm and happy if they will know that their child will live longer. Moreover, I want to help the grandparents staying in the Home for The Aged. Because, my grandmother was the one who stand as my mother when my mom passed away three months after I was born. Grandparents are very close to my heart. It feels like they stay in that place because they were abandoned, perhaps. But, I want to help them because I want to let them feel the love of a daughter or a child, either. I love my grandmother so much, that’s why I also care to those who are also aged already.
3. To bring back the life of this earth- I want to happen it right now, but I can see I will be just snubbed or ignored for the reason that I’m just an ordinary person. I want to help to lessen this global warming, I want to join to an organization that protects the environment, and those that helps to avoid big floods and natural calamities. I want to help to protect the wild life.
4. To help the indigenous people be educated. I want to go to their places, and share to them the learning’s I have and good moral values. Regarding with the technology. Just like my Mom.

Those may not be totally related to tehnoprenuership, but it all shows my purposes in life. Generally, my purpose in life is to be able to share and give help to those who are in need and to live happily with the ones I love. I live not only for myself but righteously for others. I am blessed therefore I should not keep all the blessings. I must find time to extend my hand even in simple ways. My purpose in life is to make others feel the same way as I feel joyful in my life. I live and love.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Technoprenuership

1. What are the factors that contributed to the success and failure of Steve Jobs as a technoprenuer?

According to Steve Woznaik, friend of Steve Jobs; Steve Jobs saw things differently differ from us, for instance, he saw something, Jobs would mean the kilobytes and some circuit boards and karma or the meaning of the universe. He believes that Steve was born obsessed beating and wiping out IBM because of what Steve supposed that their electronic gadgets were already old and nothing new and just marked a legacy from their history.

There are many ways came across to Steve Jobs in his failures and successes as technoprenuer.

The factor that leads Jobs to failure was when he got (1) self-centered and self-fish, he only thinks of himself, he is a flake, a primal screamer, a drug user, a hippie. He was more interested in creating a cult than a business machine. In the film, he spends way to much time talking about art . . . remember, this is the mind that spawned the God-awful iMac. There were some few scenes that I got puzzled, it’s when Steve Jobs acted so funny because of taking up a drug, and then he got hallucinated. He imagined like he was in a field with long grasses swaying with the wind and laughing along the way as he finished shouting and screaming. He was really crazy. Plus, he didn’t even care of his child, who he considered not his child. And he forgot them to be threatened as a friend. He (2) has a tough heart. The people in the Apple Computer are all fearful of him. I remembered they had a pirate flag, which I really don’t get the thought behind it. He (3) wasn’t too kind at ll. He (4) was perfectionist. He said that in Apple they are a family, yet, his too over controlling them aside from leading and inspiring them to become a good programmer and gadget creator. He wasn’t easy to be approached as well as he was not approachable. It was too hard for them to do that because he was too sensitive and focused on making new gadgets and discovering prototypes. Therefore, (4) he was overpowered by fame and the “art” he at all times mentioned. He got the attitude that even his friend Waz disliked him. He (5) was too over confident of himself. He thought that he is the big guy and the only one that is smart and great ahead of all electronic gadgets and technology companies. He (6) doesn’t know him self yet. He is destructed of some things he’s the only one knew it. Perhaps, he wants to accept that Liza was really his baby, except that he can’t allow himself to know the truth and be more concentrated in his blooming career. He wasn’t opening minded yet. He sticks on what he believes. Like, the culture he thought they’re the lone solitary that possess it and not the Microsoft Company. Nevertheless, at the end Jobs realized something more than anything else. It happened when he said against Bill Gates, “We are better than you are”. Yet, Gates replied, “That doesn’t matter”.

However, in spite of Steve Jobs failures because of his negative behaviors, he was right then very successful. No pain, No gain. If there is the dark side of yours, definitely there is the bright side.

The factors that contributed to the success of Steve Jobs are those factors that salutary made him well-known. Even when they were just starting, there came an instance that, Mike Markkula ventured on their business but Jobs didn’t accept it. He said, “This isn’t business, this is practically spiritual, and this is about overthrowing dead culture”. He (1) has a position to keep their ideas with them and battle it against stealing. He (2) determined to put in trials and challenges and a risk taker individual. One of the traits a technoprenuer has. Jobs and Waz, his friend, started building microcomputers. Back then, in Homebrew Computer Club, where lots of people would display their creations and being sold, Steve and his friend found their selves being asked of men about their little personal computer and sold 50 of it. That was so incredible. And later, they’d put up a mini computer business and they called this “Apple”. Why risk taker? Because they were nobody then, but because of their great ideas created into reality as gadgets. They started to become rich as well. Steve Jobs (3) was a futuristic kind of person. He always looked forward of the technology and new gadgets that could be created and could become also as a help. He always sees the future in his hands. Also, he (4) is believes and trusts his self. He (5) doesn’t trust anyone. An instance again;

Mike Markkula: Steve Wozniak's employee number one, you're number two.
Steve Jobs: Wait a minute. I'm employee number one. Woz?
Steve Wozniak: Doesn't matter to me.
Steve Jobs: I'm employee number one around here.
Mike Markkula: I'm not saying anything. I wasn't implying anything.
Steve Jobs: All right, then I'll be zero. Woz, you can be number one. I'll be zero. Okay?

It’s obvious that Steve Jobs definitely knows what he can do, eager to be show everyone else the best in him, and expect more amazingly and differently.
Furthermore, Jobs is (6) an intelligent person. He has this great, incredible, and interesting ideas and initiatives. He will not be able to lift his self up so high if he didn’t put those schemes into reality. From rugs to riches, he was able to made money out of his and Waz skills, and together with the other Apple Computer associates. He oversees the things they can do and even more just to take the future in their hands and prove to the humankind that there’s nothing impossible if you believe and knows you can make it.

In a brief summary, Steve Jobs success was because of his great ideas came into realism. You can see, touch and use the electronic gadgets. And it was because of his passion, own ability and determination to build all of this stuffs. However, it took a long time to realize that the life he was taking was into uncertainty that he didn’t know yet that fame and being good aren’t better but how you set your mind and life towards the people your dealing with and the way you should become as a leader not to control them but rather to lead and inspire them to achieve right things in their lives on their own with LOVE, TRUST, KINDNESS AND HUMILITY.

2. How do you see yourself as a technoprenuer?

In this life, we can never say what really we can be, though we have this wants in us. Like to become a teacher, but somehow life doesn’t stop and just become a teacher forever. I remembered, my professor said that I will be never rich and grow if I just stick into what I am in now. It is better to explore and make more efforts to know and discover myself in a way of other and different skills.

Honestly, I can’t see myself yet as a technoprenuer. But, I am inspired and interested to become one. I’m still planning to exercise and gain those different traits a technoprenuer do have. Akin to know myself first on to what kind of business I want to build and interested of, as well as, setting my mind, on the sweet and bitter life in the world of technoprenuership. I still have to become a risk-taker, gain more confidence, demonstrates initiatives, willing to listen more to the ideas of others and I have to learn to set my own standards and cope with the uncertainties of the actuality.

Thus far, I know in myself that I have already tested to turn out as leader and follower. A good leader, I stressed, because I do listen on the ideas of the edge. And if I become a technoprenuer someday, I have a vision that I will perhaps succeed towards it. Since, I know how to lead others, not just simple leadership, but acted upon with admirable attitude. Likewise, lead with inspiration and humiliation. I know how to listen, thus it will not be tough for me to communicate and open up with my group mates.

Hence, how do I see myself as a technoprenuer?
First, I would say that I definitely can compete and link to the new technology businesses propose. I will not just try but I’d rather do my best to show it off what I can really do. I could say just the right time to establish my skills and abilities. This is all about confidence and fighting spirit, somewhat like, in science fair, you see many and different competitors, but the moment, you go to stage and being asked, seamlessly, you answered it with chin up high and strong voice which means you know what you are doing. And that means I know what I’m doing because I make it, the idea is mine.

Next, I would say I am wise enough. Even technoprenuership doesn’t need at all intelligence aptitude, I still put in my mind that I come to think and plan first before I act on the business I want to generate, thinking of the pros and cons, advantages, disadvantages and the benefits that others could also avail. Becoming wise also means you have to be sure at all times when in front of some venture capitalists. Similarly, among my four ace cards, I only have to show one, because I will lose if I give it all. One is enough, two is too much, and three is a poison that kills a person. I could kill my self and disappoint my colleagues if I let either my or their ideas get pirated and stole.

Then, I’ll use my initiative to use the resources that are currently seen. The availability of the things I need is just around and anytime can be useful if we utilize it. I’ve realized to be more productive.

Unlike, come to school, get good grades, graduate on time, and become an employee someday. I want to manage my own small business. And the enough resources are not so hard to find. Like computers with internet access. I could surf over it, and maybe I’ll come up into a golden business proposal. I also only need to use those resources wisely and in a precise ways. That’s the lesson I learned from my subject Technoprenuership.

And, I would articulate that I am full of determination. I do business, thus I have the power to construct a better, effective, and good-quality plan over it. I’ll be determined to raise my business into its high eminence, not for my own sake but as well to those who are part of it. In addition to that, I’ll be disciplined enough to apply my willpower. It’s not like taking risks at all for your business without any good and back up strategies. My mind set that builds good relationship not just to my colleagues but also to my competitors through my strength and the power of my intent. Along with, Bill Gates said, “You keep your friends close but your enemies closer”. This is not to cheat my rival, but the approach of building up more grit to come up into a healthier thought than them.

Furthermore, I believe that as a technoprenuer, like Steve Jobs, this isn’t just a business. It is my life. I form into this because it’s where also I am blissful and inspired. Business is like a family, you have a leader as your mother and father, and your contemporaries as your siblings. If I become a technoprenuer then, I’ll be an approachable one. I’ll be friends with my co members and leaders. No man is an island, if I grow with the business; it’s not only about how I made effort but also with the help of everyone else in the commerce.

Preceding, most important above all I could see myself in this field, is that, I will never lose hope. Even time comes that our business are down, I have this mind-set that I’ll make things up right away, starting with small steps first. If there is a will there is a way. And I put God centered in all things I do, with his blessing, I trust myself, I can deal and conquer it, the fact that challenges comes. If it doesn’t comes, I will not be able to become more strong to be determined to put back the business I created and be able to generate and opportunities to others.

3. Would you take the same career path that Steve Jobs took? Why or why not?


What Steve Jobs and Bill Gates went on and did was an inspiration to me. During the study of film of “Pirates of Silicon Valley”, I have been already inspired by them. But the question is would I take the same path of career they took?
I could answer it in two ways. Yes I will and the opposite of it.

First, positively, I will not. Why? Because I have my own different career path which I believe just fit and my destiny to take. Steve Jobs career will just be my inspiration as I go on becoming a technoprenuer. His will and determination to grow their little Apple Company into a huge and famous Apple Computer Incorporated shows the outcome of him and his friends’ efforts.

I learned from them that I can take the future in my hands if I just believe in myself and have will to take into reality the ideas I want to generate in the near future. I have learned from them that even I’m just still studying; I could already be a business oriented person. “Go out the box” Go beyond what you can do. That’s what they showed it. They tried so hard, and thought of becoming productive on their own. They went out and show to the mass the little computers they created with its incredible functions.

I want that when I succeed in life, I’ll be proud to express all over the world that I started also from rugs then into riches. I want to take my own challenges in life to gain the achievement. To become not just a millionaire is not my motivation in life; my goal is to see the result or the creation I made out from being hard working and will powering. To witness, for instance, I was able to think of a new gadget, and turns out into a touchable object, then started to be will known and loved by the generation. That’s what I called an achievement. I don’t need fame. I don’t want make my steps in a ruthless way. Everything is could be done through simple but worth walks.

Steve Jobs career path is made on his own. And it will remain his ways, and my encouragement to be motivated to have my own career path to take on. He said in the introduction of the movie, ” I don't want you to think of this as just a film - some process of converting electrons and magnetic impulses into shapes and figures and sounds - no. Listen to me. We're here to make a dent in the universe. Otherwise, why even be here? We're creating a completely new consciousness, like an artist or a poet. We're rewriting the history of human thought with what we're doing. That's how you have to think of this.” For me, the message is to oversee the future in us, that, I must learn to be creative and be motivated to take my own steps in taking the life as a technoprenuer. Plus, he said, “Do you want to spend the rest of your life selling sugared water or do you want a chance to change the world?” That’s what I also meant of, making a change starting with myself.

Moreover, why would I also like to take the path of Steve Jobs? Because, I learned from that our time is limited, so we must not waste it living someone else’s life, like we have problems to solve first and not the others matters to mind of. I shouldn’t let the clatters of other’s opinions obscures my inner voice. And most important, I learned to have courage to follow my heart and intuition, and somehow I will already realize what I truly want to become. Furthermore, he said, “We don’t get a chance to do that many things, and every one should be really excellent, because this is our life. Life is brief, and then you die, you know? And we’ve all chosen to do this with our lives. So it better be damn good. It better be worth it.” Thinking of taking the same path he took is like reading first an instruction before application. I really have lots of things to do and achieve in life, and if, somehow, I want to also my own name in the world of technology. I don’t want to be famous but I want my creations be well known.

I am enthused by his outlook, like being determined and be sure and wise in making decisions, especially for the excellent growth of the business. Also with, I want to explore things and make people think of it, argue on it, and get ideas from the people around you. I hope, I could form myself into reality, which I’m in the middle of one-hundred people, discussing and brainstorming with them either the new gadgets that’s currently fanatical to the age group or the success of the group, talking about the emotions and events to be program, to acknowledge the great efforts of everybody.

I want to turn myself into somebody soon, came out from nobody. Just like Steve Jobs.

I have a motto in life that reflects similar to a butterfly. When a caterpillar turns into a butterfly, it is already contented and likely to ready to fade away after releasing its wings and showing the beauty of its colors. Simply, its life is too short but worth to be part of this earth, and proves to the humankind how great and pretty they are in the eyes of people. Besides, when I saw the film of “Pirates of Silicon Valley” and views the before life of Steve Jobs and Bill Gates, I understand that why we or I must be productive at all times. It’s about creating and designing something not for me, not for the company, but for that something to be better and be loved of the many because it is valuable and worth much to be take care of. Jobs quote, “When I hire somebody really senior, competence is the ante. They have to be really smart. But the real issue for me is that, are they going to fall in love with Apple? Because if they fall in love with Apple, everything else will take care of itself, they’ll want to do what’s best for Apple, not what’s best for them, what’s best for Steve, or anybody else?”

I will not take the same as Steve Jobs career path because I want to take and pass in my own corridor. And then be able to humbly proud of what master piece I created, with my own hands and ideas. Yet, I will take his path because I want to learn more things and grow through the will power and dedication I have to my creation. He’s mind-set are my inspiration.

My Personalities

THIS IS ME
It’s tough to put words for myself and utters my personality because I don’t even check my actions everyday. Save for, I’ll reflect to what mostly of my friends says and observes. And somehow, the things I believe and know that I really do possess.

I’ll take it into three pictures, privately and publicly, spiritually, and the pessimistic side of me. Well, it’s too modest if I will not state the off-putting peculiarities I have.

Awful-like to begin describing myself in the opposite side, nevertheless, it’s better because as I go on counting and expressing myself, the more it sounds sweet and pleasant. Starting off with the pessimistic face of me, I have this anxiety problem every time I face the crowd. For instance, in an interview, I’m incredibly preparing to manage myself. Yet, my hands were also starting to shake and get frozen-like. Another is that, I want to try some extreme sports and adventures, I know I want to do it and I can, except that, I feel like I’m stepping back that I may fail and a shame to others. Though, I strongly consider that there’s no harm in trying and it’s always about learning from our failures and repeat from trying until we get contented and succeed in our goals. Imaging that I don’t have a strong and fighting spirit, just still the same of saying I don’t have a one-hundred percent trust to myself. I’m afraid to make faults since I don’t like being blamed and miscalculated, that’s why if I have a task. I make sure that it could be rated not absolutely perfect but just close to it. I’m not trying to act like totally ideal and pretentious that I can and make out everything. It’s somewhat like; I only covet for a success and clean outcome of my effort. I attempt to explore myself from beyond what I can do and things that’s not really fit into me. Like, clandestinely thinking of “how ifs?” and “I wish I’m like this, I’m like that…” maybe, because I’m living in this world occupied with insecurities. Just similar to rejection and underestimation to myself, physically, I am not fully good looking and idyllic one to be easily admire by all and have additional point from job seeking (haha…Crazy me!). They say, what you see physically to a person is not important, what’s important is how big and pure is his/her heart. Definitely true, but in reality, they look you actually first. Unlike in Korea, just an insight from the curriculum of a newspaper authored by Joey Deleon, a famous actor, TV host and columnist here in the Philippines, He said that, in the country of Korea, when searching for a new celebrity, they critic on the talents and skills first of the aspirants. They don’t mind if they don’t consider to be categorized in the pretty and handsome groups. They prioritize the entertainment that those people can give to their fellowmen and develop them so that they will be well-known. Opposite here in our country, first looks first, that’s why, currently, the newbie’s actors and actresses, young or not don’t stay in the industry of artists for a long time, and are not even famous at all, because they have only the charm of their faces and not the endowments that they can show to the mass. Yet, insecurities aren’t really a big problem to me; those are some negative thoughts coming across in my mind whenever I get emotional and see pretty girls. How diminutive I am to myself. Furthermore, I am a little bit clumsy and panicky. I get into that manners, when on earth, I am nervous and I don’t have any idea on what will I do. Like, when a professor wants me to introduce somebody in front of every one, just right away, calling my name and instructing me what to do. I get panic, cause of my anxiety problem. And if I start that kind of feeling, I result into clumsy lone. I rattle my words, my heart beats faster, my hands gets shiver and sweat. Although, I have good news, I’m fighting it. And I’ll continue doing it until I get used to and build more confidence. Lastly, people thought that I’m good in all ways because of what kind of act I am able to show to them. But, I am not confident at all. They can see I’m doing well because it’s my way of overcoming from being unsure and unconstructive. I get weedy if sometimes, I see competent that are really immense. I always think that I can’t try what they can do and I can’t do what they can try. Simply means that, if I witness how totally confident and competitive they are, I’m thinking of backing up. However, I’m embarking on to overcome all of my pessimistic edges. I’m exercising the “should” and “must be” of those contraries. Because, I don’t want to have the same routine ceaselessly in my life, coming out and getting back in my shell, I want to do the reverse side above all of those differing personalities. I should come out from my shell, and get prepared of possible cautions and letdowns, through that I’ll be able to gain more trust to myself, confidence, and with strong fighting spirit.

Secondly, my spiritual side; I honestly say that I’m not a very much religious type of person. Akin to the way those who are truly devoted to Him, however, I fear God above all, I put Him always in all corners of me. I have a strong faith towards the Almighty. I love Him a lot, more than myself, ahead of my inspiration, next to my family. I truly believe that our lives are only borrowed. Thus, I offer myself to HIM in every ways. I am not reclaiming on what are He’s plans for me. I’ll accept it with open arms, mind, and clear heart. I can’t be here and will not be able to articulate right now about myself, and it’s all because of GOD. I value and worship Him with all my heart. I’ve learned from my burden experiences, and I’ve come into realization, that He is the Only One that was there to provide comfort and relief to me, and I trust Him that He will stay right beside me and my loved ones, forever and aye. This is me. This shows a priceless worth that He gave to me and what I thank a lot.

Lastly, the private and public things about me; what I exactly meant on public are those personalities that’s really in me, those that what the group can see at all times and those private are those that only I can see, perhaps. Those things I like, want and the other wall of it.

I used to be a comedian person in the classroom. Even at this instant, still, I have become to be serious specially when dealing with formal matters. I put my actions in the proper place. I’ve become matured enough to know what’s the difference between right and wrong. Besides, I am a smiley and happy person. I forget my problems the moment I start to get hyper and energetic. I do some crazy stuff that helps to comfort myself. Sounds irritable and exaggerated part to others when I dance actively even just inside the classroom, act some dramatic roles that I craft keen on to a funny story, sing loudly though I don’t have a golden voice, and my fanatical laughs that’s like a virus, everyone is affected. That’s when I was still in my grade and high school days. (haha) I really love dancing, reading comic books, and drawing cartoons. However, I am not really good into it and don’t have any resources, for the reason that I didn’t give time to improve my talents and skills and find ways to gain it. Echoes like, I need a support yet there was and there is none of it. Likewise, I am caring, loving, responsible, and versatile person. I’m concern of my family, friends, and love one. I get hurt if they are in pain. Then, I suppose I have a responsible personality. It’s hard to explain either how or why but most of my friends do have a compliment that really am. And, I am versatile because, I can do any tasks. Just like an actress, when a director gives him different scripts of different roles, he/she is ready to seize it. It’s about testing your ability on what you can do. That’s me. If you want me to dance all day and all night, I’ll do it. What my superior says, I do it with right decision and plan. My leisure time also is imagining myself in some situations that I want to happen in the near future or maybe just for the next day. It’s like I’m making an imaginary virtual film of it. Along with, I have also this side that when I get angry I really show it up, being frank one, I really have to express what I feel. Just like a lion, I growl until I stop and I’m satisfied to what will I say. My strong personality comes out when I get suffocated from being stepped down. I don’t care with what others will say, as long as I’m doing the right thing that will make me calm and not bothered at once. Again, that was when I was in my early days. Except now, I’ve already learned to control my temper. When I get irritated and hurt, I just keep quiet and silent until the displeasure feeling is gone. It is much better to hear that rather than growling, in actuality, that’s the upshot of educating me to be sensitive and matured in some issues.

Furthermore, I am fond of telling my stories and sharing it to others. I have learned to be an open person. Because, at least, if something bad happens to me, someone knows and have an idea on it. In addition to, I am a broad minded person. I hate those narrow-minded ones. For instance, my friend was late in our meeting, I got bored of waiting, but I’m thinking of the possible reasons why she was late. I don’t get mad easily, because, in this huge world, there is not only one solution to any dilemmas. There are countless explanations to think of. And, I am a listener to those who needs someone to count on with their problems. I listen seriously and give advices to them. I can say that I am a good friend. Perhaps, others may not see me as a good person but inside me I know I am and to those whom I always counting on. I am cool. I bond on what is the fashion at present. I learned to chill and have fun all the time to avoid stress, though at night I kept thinking of my problems (I just get stress all night and I can’t sleep right…hehe).

Emotionally, I’m the kind of person who really needs an appreciation and acceptance. I feel like I don’t have it. Even just a simple admiration of my simple actions are admired and valued, that’s worth it to make me feel contented and joyful. For almost years I’ve been starving for it. I haven’t achieved it yet; even just a simple touch of it, especially coming from those whom I expect could show it to me. I sense that I am less love by my family because I can’t really feel it since then. Plus, I want being heard, thus they will know what I really feel towards a dilemma.
Those are my personalities. Maybe those are just the few of my qualities but those are the traits mostly seen and I owns.

For real, I am unique and I love myself. This is Me.!