A funny and dramatic story...
Every time I'm washing my clothes, I sing so that I will also find myself entertained. Earlier, this afternoon, I was already drying up my clothes, I sang again. It just slip in my tongue to sing "Because you love me" by Celine Dion.
I was still in the lyrics part of "for all those times you stood by me, for all the truth that you made me see,for all the joy you gave to my life, for all the wrongs that you made right,for every dream you made come true, for all the love I've found in you" My voice was already stopping and it really sounds I'm gonna cry. But I finished it, "I'll be forever thankful baby, you're the one who held me up, never let me fall, you're the one who see me through, through it all..."
I went up stair to wash the dishes, and then I just cried... I cried so hard, just like a child who was lost in the middle of the shopping mall. It was funny but I pity myself for acting like that.
I cried and cried without even knowing what's the reason at all. Then, I went to my room to see my face crying, my eyes were red, and my tears didn't stop falling, my voice was already getting louder. I just then realized, I'm very much thankful that God gave me my MOMMMY (grandmother) and I'm not yet ready to stand alone, I still depend on her.
During Christmas vacation... I had a lot of time staying beside her. I can still remember when I went close to her and laid on her lap, then she brushed my hair just like when I was small child... Her hands touches softly my hair and caressed my soul. And I missed it that way. I never thought it will happen again after a long long time. I pray to spend more time with her.
I thank her a lot for guiding me all through out even we can only see each other during Christmas vacation. I'm glad I grew up with her and knew her as my second mother but definitely I knew her all my life as My mother not just as grandmother. My mommy. I love her so much. I pray to spend lifetime with her so that I can give her the beautiful days I want to share with her more.
Monday, January 17, 2011
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
2011...2012
...2011 ha finally arrived.
It feels good I'm still breathing as I also welcome New Year of my life. It feels happy but at the same time, it feels like a little bit nerve-cracking. Sounds like that. Why? Because of the thought by next year its 2012, which believed to its the end of the world. Crazy to think of but its a fact and part of the reality or my life and our lives.
I'm happy because I cherished again new memorable moments with family, friends, and with my bes. But, I was also thinking, what if 2012 will be a year of disaster. Signs are already existing at the very early years, what more now of 2011. The plants were frozen in Baguio because of the climate, here in Davao, it was raining so hard and very cold but now it is so hot. Wow. A lot of people will die because of climate change. I believe I can still do something to help the ozone layer lessen its hazardous effects.
I love my life. Definitely, everybody love their lives. And surely, everyone cares for their survival. And I hope, I was given a gift of power to protect the earth and bring it back how it was when it was still fresh and still blooming.
I love this year, but I'm already alerted on what is life within this year and to the incoming year, they're saying "THE END OF THE WORLD".
I pray there's a CHANGE. And I'll start it with me. Guys do your thing to live longer and protect our lives and our MOTHER EARTH.
It feels good I'm still breathing as I also welcome New Year of my life. It feels happy but at the same time, it feels like a little bit nerve-cracking. Sounds like that. Why? Because of the thought by next year its 2012, which believed to its the end of the world. Crazy to think of but its a fact and part of the reality or my life and our lives.
I'm happy because I cherished again new memorable moments with family, friends, and with my bes. But, I was also thinking, what if 2012 will be a year of disaster. Signs are already existing at the very early years, what more now of 2011. The plants were frozen in Baguio because of the climate, here in Davao, it was raining so hard and very cold but now it is so hot. Wow. A lot of people will die because of climate change. I believe I can still do something to help the ozone layer lessen its hazardous effects.
I love my life. Definitely, everybody love their lives. And surely, everyone cares for their survival. And I hope, I was given a gift of power to protect the earth and bring it back how it was when it was still fresh and still blooming.
I love this year, but I'm already alerted on what is life within this year and to the incoming year, they're saying "THE END OF THE WORLD".
I pray there's a CHANGE. And I'll start it with me. Guys do your thing to live longer and protect our lives and our MOTHER EARTH.
Monday, December 20, 2010
At home....
It so good to be at home again...
I can only come back to my place every December and I love this month. I can't explain how was the feeling started as I stepped again in our home. And I don't even how it will end, I pray it will not end anymore, but they like a story, it always have an ending, and I want to be a happy moment.
The moment I opened the door, it was very heart jumpy. I saw my grandma sleeping on the floor waiting for me. When I woke her up, I hugged her a lot, I wanted to cry but I stopped it because I don't want to make the situation very emotional because I know, she will cry as well. I missed her so much.
Even I was still in Davao, my heart was already telling me to go home. And I love the feeling and it was fulfilling when I hold the money for my fare because I know I can go already any time soon. And as went into the bus and it drove on,wow... I can't stop imagining of being at home already.
I love Christmas break, holidays! I hope it's always Christmas day so that I could have always the time of spending it to my family. It's enough to have them, but it's a great feeling if I will have them endlessly.
Merry Christmas GUYS! I pray for a prosperous NEW YEAR! Happy Holidays to everyone.
I can only come back to my place every December and I love this month. I can't explain how was the feeling started as I stepped again in our home. And I don't even how it will end, I pray it will not end anymore, but they like a story, it always have an ending, and I want to be a happy moment.
The moment I opened the door, it was very heart jumpy. I saw my grandma sleeping on the floor waiting for me. When I woke her up, I hugged her a lot, I wanted to cry but I stopped it because I don't want to make the situation very emotional because I know, she will cry as well. I missed her so much.
Even I was still in Davao, my heart was already telling me to go home. And I love the feeling and it was fulfilling when I hold the money for my fare because I know I can go already any time soon. And as went into the bus and it drove on,wow... I can't stop imagining of being at home already.
I love Christmas break, holidays! I hope it's always Christmas day so that I could have always the time of spending it to my family. It's enough to have them, but it's a great feeling if I will have them endlessly.
Merry Christmas GUYS! I pray for a prosperous NEW YEAR! Happy Holidays to everyone.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
CHRISTMAS IS NEAR....
Wow...time is so near to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ then a new year to welcome and celebrate. Time is too fast to realize that it is just days to go before the big day is on. I can't believe that I'll be spending another more year of life which is really good to know because, maybe anytime I could spend my life in just a few seconds but I pray that I'll stay until I finished and proved something in this world how I was worth to be gifted with 'LIFE'.
It's good to know that I'll be going home again in my old place, which definitely I missed a lot. I'm so excited to see again my friends, especially my family. What a great feeling. Refreshing air again. Definitely, it helps me a lot.
Christmas time is near. I believe that everyday is Christmas. Why? because love is in the air, even not exactly on December 25. Love is with everybody that shows Happiness even in times of pains and sorrows.
I love the way how I celebrate this very special day. It's because I'm with the persons I love and need the most. I realized that I exactly don't need anything. Clothes and shoes makes me happy for a moment, but the love of those people around can't compare and even countless to what they could make me feel. Feels so brand new.
It's always about LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. And I'm happy I'm always in Love.
But..
Not to forget, it's also about being grateful in all the countless blessings we have received. That's why "THANK YOU" because I'm here in this world, Thank you because I am not alone, Thank you because I'm with you. Thank you so much!]
Merry Christmas to all.
I pray that this holidays, let's give continuous love to each other and extend or hearts to others so that they could feel much more the essence of what really Christmas is all about.
I love you all. Happy Holidays!
Friday, December 3, 2010
Green Project Reflection
“Green Project”. This phrase would really catch the attention of every reader. Thus, from the words itself, Green Project speaks for a friendly environment project.
At first, I haven’t yet get the taught of the title “Green Project”, because some questions pop-out in my mind, like “What is this all about?” and “What is this article for?” Later, as I have read the content of the article, it became clearer to me why it is called “Green Project”.
What is “Green Project” all about? This informs and make aware every individual, reader and most importantly is those business people, concerning projects that could help the environment and lessen the natural problems of today’s conditions.
What is this article for? For me, this article has an advocacy that invites everyone to promote and take in action “Green Projects”. Mainly target is the business industries because they are more encourage to do so projects that will lessen to destruct our mother earth, specifically, pollution and improper management of wastes.
Project management of this kind of project would largely help the environment if pursued, maintained, and be given importance. This will definitely help to reduce pollution, thereby, it will clean the air, and, if more projects are made for reducing dependency electricity and gas, it would help to eliminate hazardous chemicals and perhaps in the future would help to return back the nature of the ozone layer, and creates no heat weather anymore or the unconditional and very unexpected climate change, especially here in the Philippines.
As mentioned in the article, in Ontario Canada, reported by Tyler Hamilton, June 19 2009 edition of Toronto Star, a Solar farm project is planned to be develop, this falls as a “green” project hence it reduces dependency on electricity generated by plants that use fossil fuels. This is a good business, it attracts solar companies, thus, it could earn big profit and at the same time, it will help reduce hazardous elements and avoids big percentage of inadequate pollution.
I came to realization that, this kind project management should be given more attention. And shall be given more time to take into reality because this could help our environment to glow again, and bring back the life of earth. Why not make AI’s that works best for the good of the environment, it could be reducing of or enhancing of.
Further, “green” projects will lift the business people to earn higher profit likewise, synchronized aid to our environment. Plus, everyone is in the position to propose project management in all times or even state a comment to what maybe green projects are needed that could possible in the future would be an immense solution of today’s problems regarding with environment matters. For instance, I know an advertisement of a product, is a paint, not to mention the brand, it helps to lessen the air pollution. The paint has a substance that collects the hazardous elements, and likely-sticks to the paint and converts it to a non-hazardous one.
At first, I haven’t yet get the taught of the title “Green Project”, because some questions pop-out in my mind, like “What is this all about?” and “What is this article for?” Later, as I have read the content of the article, it became clearer to me why it is called “Green Project”.
What is “Green Project” all about? This informs and make aware every individual, reader and most importantly is those business people, concerning projects that could help the environment and lessen the natural problems of today’s conditions.
What is this article for? For me, this article has an advocacy that invites everyone to promote and take in action “Green Projects”. Mainly target is the business industries because they are more encourage to do so projects that will lessen to destruct our mother earth, specifically, pollution and improper management of wastes.
Project management of this kind of project would largely help the environment if pursued, maintained, and be given importance. This will definitely help to reduce pollution, thereby, it will clean the air, and, if more projects are made for reducing dependency electricity and gas, it would help to eliminate hazardous chemicals and perhaps in the future would help to return back the nature of the ozone layer, and creates no heat weather anymore or the unconditional and very unexpected climate change, especially here in the Philippines.
As mentioned in the article, in Ontario Canada, reported by Tyler Hamilton, June 19 2009 edition of Toronto Star, a Solar farm project is planned to be develop, this falls as a “green” project hence it reduces dependency on electricity generated by plants that use fossil fuels. This is a good business, it attracts solar companies, thus, it could earn big profit and at the same time, it will help reduce hazardous elements and avoids big percentage of inadequate pollution.
I came to realization that, this kind project management should be given more attention. And shall be given more time to take into reality because this could help our environment to glow again, and bring back the life of earth. Why not make AI’s that works best for the good of the environment, it could be reducing of or enhancing of.
Further, “green” projects will lift the business people to earn higher profit likewise, synchronized aid to our environment. Plus, everyone is in the position to propose project management in all times or even state a comment to what maybe green projects are needed that could possible in the future would be an immense solution of today’s problems regarding with environment matters. For instance, I know an advertisement of a product, is a paint, not to mention the brand, it helps to lessen the air pollution. The paint has a substance that collects the hazardous elements, and likely-sticks to the paint and converts it to a non-hazardous one.
Friday, November 26, 2010
SO GRATEFUL COPY...
They say that you have to be grateful always to HIM, even the simple and small things HE did for you. I am grateful. Even in the hardest times, I could say "thank you" because I have learned something that thought me.
But, I am grateful a lot in some other way, that really makes me happy and special.
I am happy that GOD gave him to me... I am happy for him 'coz he passed the board exam, yet I could really say I am happy because he gives time to me. Right after his exam, he just came here in Davao to spend time with me. Definitely sweet.
I could not ask for more. Spending a lot of time with him is still not enough for me. I pray to be with him forever. Always and Forever.
I am grateful I have him. I am: because I love him the way as much he loves me too.
A simple diary to open up my feelings for this day. How I wish, I could travel time always to spend the my time with him as what he does to me.
I am grateful enough and it makes my heart beat with a rhythm full of happiness and love.
I LOVE YOU...
But, I am grateful a lot in some other way, that really makes me happy and special.
I am happy that GOD gave him to me... I am happy for him 'coz he passed the board exam, yet I could really say I am happy because he gives time to me. Right after his exam, he just came here in Davao to spend time with me. Definitely sweet.
I could not ask for more. Spending a lot of time with him is still not enough for me. I pray to be with him forever. Always and Forever.
I am grateful I have him. I am: because I love him the way as much he loves me too.
A simple diary to open up my feelings for this day. How I wish, I could travel time always to spend the my time with him as what he does to me.
I am grateful enough and it makes my heart beat with a rhythm full of happiness and love.
I LOVE YOU...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
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